Am I suppose to be happy now?
Saturday, August 29th, 2009Had been a very long time doesn’t update my blog…no time,no line…miss all my friends. less chance to get myself update now. Work-sleep-eat-work…had to earn more $$ to get what I want….
It seem that I had my own family now…but…am I suppose to be happy? We had been together coming 2 years soon…always stick together..never been apart more than 3 days. but still work–eat–sleep–movies–work…life is so…
Don’t know what else to say about my living now. We had a home sweet home, our pets, flowers+grass around the compound, privacy where no one else but only both of us…feel like we are living in our own kingdom which only us…
Sometimes do feel boring, feel like i`m getting old…no more night outings, no more beer, no more trips….which way I should go? enjoy the laughters or enjoy the happiness? Am I at a different age path now? no more teenage spirits? or between teenage turning to adults or motherly mode? Should I be happy?
Moddy~
